You have two things that the majority of the world is lacking in great measure: Intelligence and sensitivity....start using them in a CREATIVE rather than a DESTRUCTIVE way! I`ve read your posts...you are a fascinating creature; don`t denigrate yourself. (nt)

Posted by Morpheus on June 14, 2000 at 15:44:27:

In Reply to: bad day or something... posted by heatherb on June 14, 2000 at 09:32:10:

: Hi
: I just have the need to post because I am having a really bad day, depressed, crying.
: I really don't know what's wrong with me but I can't stand it. I woke up, and just the thought of getting up, and getting dressed made me suddenly sad, and I sat up in bed, and started crying. I got up, got dressed... had to start working on a web project, and just sat in front of my computer crying...

: I have no motivation to get up every day. I can think of TONS of things that I *SHOULD* be happy about, but I'm just not.

: Lately I was finally feeling OK, not hating myself... but now I'm feeling it all come back again. I hate myself. I can't stand the way I get so depressed for no obvious reason at all.

: I am not happy. And I want to be happy. I feel completely helpless and lost.

: heatherb

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• ...gasp!... heatherb 16:03:28 06/14/00 (5)
  • Re: I have had some recent conflicts with my boyfriend. He finds it hard; he's never dealt with such a sensitive person before -(& boy do I feel defective when he tells me this) Get used to it, it never goes away - but it can be channelled in more fullfilling & less painful ways...n/t Summer 10:49:53 06/18/00 (4)
    • It is not that nobody cares about your personal predicament ,Summer...it is just in this case i.e. "macho-guy adolescent"...YOU have to have the intellect and chutzpah to figure out how much rank shit to eat and when to cut the bait...(nt) Morpheus/Abbey 14:08:20 06/20/00 (3)
      • Re: What ARE you talking about? I don't have a personal predicament...I was just sharing..SHEEESHHH. And I'm afraid you've completely misinterpreted me. n/t Summer 22:00:23 06/22/00 (2)
        • Reread your post...that sounds like a rock and a hard place to me..somewhere between a minor predicament and a major dilemma.But let us not quibble over semantics. Biff 15:24:04 06/26/00 (1)
          • Re: In a nutshell, I'm just saying that he sometimes find me extremely sensitive. And sometimes I have learned to take things personally. And sometimes he has learned it is good to be more sensitive. That's about all I was saying. Other than, it's hard to change what you are....So, not really between a rock & hard place afterall....n/t Summer 21:33:16 06/26/00 (0)

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