Posted by Margaret (63.90.142.194) on May 03, 2003 at 15:49:01:
In Reply to: Re: Margaret? Are you there? (Its me God... ;) posted by Margaret (63.90.142.194) on April 26, 2003 at 16:00:49:
Fantasy, it was all fantsy. The truth is, I hate it here. I really really hate it here. I can't stand being here. I just want to go home. I just want to go home bakc to the midwest. I dont like it here. I hate it here.
They just hired a 3rd processor at work, and with her senirority at the co. now I am demoted with commission in third now.
It jsut went from bad to worse.
And my fantasy of getting a medical career - what a joke - I can't pass basci math and science in college, let alone med shcool.
And there is no studio apt for me to find to move into and live on my own. I am stuck with shit opportunity and living shittily in this shit garage with animals (her numerous kids)I can hear all day and all night. I hate it here.
I had it so good in the year 2001, what the hell did I have to leave for?
I thought the east coast would bring me opportunity, and look it me now, it it brought was jack shit.
I hate it here. There's no job opportunity here. And the housing availability and cost of living sucks. I hate the east coast. I HATE it. There's nothing here for me. Nothing. I HATE it here. This place SUCKS.