Posted by Emily on October 29, 2001 at 22:28:23:
In Reply to: I SWEAR I SHOULD KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW posted by Cathy on October 29, 2001 at 21:18:36:
=o\ Sorry, Cathy. I'm on edge here in the middle of the country, I can't even imagine what it'd be like living there.
-Emily
: I know i'm going to f**** die soon someone help me. I don't want to exist anywhere and I never wanted to and its eating my up from the outside in starting with my skin which i went to the doctor for yesterday. All I keep having are bad dreams and things before I go to sleep and I was feeling better but now with these new threats I'm bad all over again. My parents won't give me a cellphone for emergencys but by then it will be too late. All I know his NY is going to be going to nuclear heaven and i'll be going to some sort of hell I suppose. He has nukes you know.The whole world is going to end and what i can't understand is how the world went the way it did. Are people this moronic? Every single F**king person. I don't want to exist "here" anymore. I can't deal with this. I have to dry my eyes before my mom comes back upstairs.