Posted by Bartholomew (67.30.187.105) on November 27, 2002 at 17:09:29:
In Reply to: Damn if she does and damn if she doesn't. posted by Flower Pagan (68.35.114.160) on November 27, 2002 at 03:24:25:
BUT SINCE YOU ARE FLOWER PAGAN I DON'T THINK YOU'LL UNDERSTAND ANYTHING
IF YOU TRY, BEAR IN MIND THAT I PROBABLY WILL VIEW YOUR ATTEMPTS WITH DERISION. BECAUSE I AM SMARTER THAN YOU AND BECAUSE I AM A JERK.
> When she was working as a moderator, you criticized her and if she doesn't work as a moderator, you criticized her. What do you want from her?
EHEHHHEH. IN GENERAL I WANT PROOF OF A BRAIN. BUT HERE I AM NOT TRYING TO ASSAULT HER IN ANY MANNER I AM JUST TRYING TO EXPLAIN HER BEHAVIOR AS I MIGHT EXPLAIN MY OWN I SPEAK FROM EXPERIENCE
> I don't blame her for not wasting her time being a moderator. I think getting more college education is more productive and practical and more than likely will become more financially rewarding, while this website is not.
YES PRECISELY SO! NOW WHAT IN TARNATION IS WRONG WITH YOU THAT MADE YOU THINK THAT WAS RELEVANT?
> Personally, I think Emily is not fidget, but than again, I do not know Emily well enough to give a factual statement. So, could you give me some insight to why you say Emily is fidget and uneasy with her life, unless she is doing something productive? What facts and evidence do you based your statements upon? Or are you attacking her for the hell of it?
DE FAX AND EVDENCE? HEH HEH. NO IM NOT ATTACKING HER.
ACTUALLY I SPEAK FROM HUMANITY -- DATS 1 FOR YOU TO TRY TO FIGURE!
HEH HEH AND DE ANSWER IS, I SPEAK FROM EXPERIENCE
> Does her moving forward and making a life for herself in a practical sense bother you? I know I am planning on going back to school and study more computer courses and hope to make a lot of money like my boyfriend does, maybe not as much since I am not willing to take up Calculus and Trig!
HA HA HA U KNOW WHAT I KNOW BASIC CALCULUS AND TRIG
> I think Emily is smart to make practical use of her energy, whether she is fidget or not.
IF SHE FIDGET SHE DUNT MAKE PRACTICAL USE OF HER ENERGY NOW DO SHE?
> Are you describing her to be a 7?
HEH HEH NO I SEE A REALITY BEYOND THE ENNEAGRAM AND I AM DESCRIBING HER AS A HUMAN BEING
> Do you think she is that restless and trying to escape the present with the future or distractions?
DING DING DING AND YOU GET DE KEWPIE DOLL
> Do you really believe she look outwardly to comfort herself? I thought she was a 4, isn't she?
HEH HEH AND SO AM I
> Why do you want her to just sit and do nothing? I don't understand.
HEH ACTUALLY ITS BAD THAT SHE SITS AND DOES NOTHING... I WANT HER TO WAKE UP TO THE REAL REALITY. I ACTUALLY WOULD LIKE YOU TO DO THE SAME. BUT YOU'RE A HOPELESS CASE.
> I am trying to understand why are you describing Emily like this. I am trying to understand the logic of the whole thing.
HEH GIVE IT UP IT'S NOT YOUR AREA
> Is it something that you read in her journal? I am curious. Is it the openness of sharing her journal and personal life with others bothers you, like it does Ryan? Perhaps, some people want to share their lives with others. Looking at other people's lives has became very popular within the last 3 years, since Big Brother or that other show came on. Now, you find countless reality shows on TV now because people enjoy sharing their lives, while others enjoy watching or reading about other people's lives (biographies, autobiographies and documentaries). If she is a 4, she probably wants to be understood by sharing who she is, who knows.
OK AND ALL THAT IS IRRELEVANT OR WRONG
> I don't know much about journal sites, except they can keep journals online. I have considered keeping one on Oprah, but I know I will do it once or twice and forget about it. I keep a journal at home. Maybe, I will check it out and see what it is about for myself for a change.
> You say I won't get it. Well, people who knows me, knows that I am not into guessing games and reading between the line.
HEH YEAH... YOU'RE PRETTY DUMB
> I rather for people to take the responsibility for themselves to communicate what they want me to know.
HEH YOU'RE TOO DUMB TO UNDERSTAND MORE THAN REALLY MUNDANE STUFF
> I have told people, "if you don't tell me, I don't know".
AND IF DEY DO TELL YOU, YOU STILL PROBABLY DON'T KNOW
> It is not my responsibility to try to figure out what people are trying to say.
ANY TIME YOU WANT TO LEARN ANYTHING YOU HAVE TO DO THAT
> I have learned to stop doing that talking in riddles thing after someone got on my case about it and made me talk straight to her. I appreciate her helping me to over come my insecurities and just say it. I am thankful that she cared enough about me to free me, now I am more blunt than she was. LOL
HEH HEH AND A GOOD THING TOO! I CAN HARDLY IMAGINE HOW STUPID YOU'D SOUND IF YOU TRIED TO USE ANYTHING LIKE SUBTLETY
> I don't mind playing your games to figure out your riddles because they are interesting sometimes, but it is not my responsibility to get it when you can bring in clarity if you are not afraid to say what you want to say.
THE CHALLENGE OF WHY EMILY DOES WHAT SHE DOES IS THE CLEAREST AND LEAST AMBIGUOUS ONE I'VE GIVEN OUT SO FAR. NOT MUCH THERE THAT I DON'T SAY RIGHT OUT!
> Remeber, I don't claim to be a mind reader or into literature of trying to interpret what the writer is trying to convey. That is not my area of interests. My paintings are not abstract to where people have to try to figure it out. There is nothing wrong with those things, but it is not my style of creative thinking. I prefer people to know exactly what I am saying to them or trying to convey to them without a misunderstanding.
YOU ALREADY SAID ALL THAT. BABBLE BABBLE BABBLE!
> People who reads into what I say, I let them know there is nothing to read into because I thought I was being pretty direct and to the point in my speech. YOu can say, I am sort of a very mild and unprofessionally trained version of Dr. Phil (Dr. Philip McGraw Ph.d). Check him out.
HEH HEH ACTULLY I CAN SEE HOW THAT MIGHT MAKE SENSE IF BY MILD YOU MEAN STUPID
> Try out the authentic test and see how you rate on authenticity.
OH BABY YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW AUTHENTIC I AM
> Flower Pagan
> Flowers for Emily on graduation day!
FLOWERS!