Posted by Perciever on December 29, 2000 at 15:01:58:
In Reply to: You post something like that and talk about 'respect'? [nt] posted by Mikko on December 29, 2000 at 14:53:09:
Of course you want to know what I hate about myself and I didn't intend to keep that as a secret anyway.
I hate my harshness and lack of sensitivity at most times. I hate that now when I try to think what my weaknessess are, I can't think of any because I block all of them out of my consciousness. I hate that I insist my own way without realizing it. I hate that I often assume the worst about people not really thinking about it. I hate that I can't accept human weakness in myself (or others if it affects me). I hate that I polarize things instead of looking for a common ground or understanding the others' value. I wish I'd learn to be more assertive than aggressive.
Those are the most important things, I suppose. I amazed about the fact I'm only aware of those when I think about it and can't keep them in my mind in real life, in situations where I could try and change.
Ronnie