I think I'm a 6...

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Posted by Julian on February 29, 2000 at 23:53:25:

I don't belong here. I don't belong anywhere.
I crave human contact but then I don't trust it when I get it. I feel like I'm supposed to be in this world full of feelings and instead I act distant and reserved. I thought loyalty was a good thing, but it's better to be out for yourself. I'm always too formal and rigid. That must be why I can't make it with people. I'm not "loose" enough. What good is there for types like me? We spend our lives craving what we are built to avoid. What a cruel joke. Well I don't know what I'm supposed to do then. If I'm not supposed to be with people then what's the point of living?
Boy I've never felt so disappointed with myself.

I don't know why I come here.

Julian

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Its ok i think i'm a 6 too Cathy 17:39:35 03/01/00 (0)
Not necessarily a Six... Tehuti 00:49:58 03/01/00 (0)
Of course you belong here!... Tiggy 00:12:34 03/01/00 (0)

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: : I don't belong here. I don't belong anywhere. : I crave human contact but then I don't trust it when I get it. I feel like I'm supposed to be in this world full of feelings and instead I act distant and reserved. I thought loyalty was a good thing, but it's better to be out for yourself. I'm always too formal and rigid. That must be why I can't make it with people. I'm not "loose" enough. What good is there for types like me? We spend our lives craving what we are built to avoid. What a cruel joke. Well I don't know what I'm supposed to do then. If I'm not supposed to be with people then what's the point of living? : Boy I've never felt so disappointed with myself. : I don't know why I come here. : Julian

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