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Enneagram Type 4 Board Archive Thx AlisonPosted by Curator on April 30, 2000 at 20:54:58:
That was a very good observation you made, when you mentioned "being abandoned by those who really know us". I recognize it in myself, a feeling as though I am constantly shuffling through my party masks. "My friends and loved ones think I am a good person; I am truly not. Someday they will recognize me for what I am, and everyone shall then despise me." I watch these thoughts going through my head, where did they come from? It is so very difficult to grasp the source of these feelings, perhaps because I have been on the surface of my pond so long that the water beneath me has decayed and drifted away in neglect.
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