Posted by jason on June 30, 1999 at 01:47:17:
after college, it seems that my drive for an acting career has been dejected; i'm sad. before college, i was gung-ho about life. but now..blah. and i've seemed to have lost my edge to life. i hate it. it's like i went off track. i'm having doubts about fulfilling my dreams and hopes; was it just all childhood dreams? when i think about it? really focus on my goals...everything comes back again for that time of focusing.
it's like i have to fight; like always! but i'm up for it! like always. do you fours also love a challenge, anything that will test a part of you, especially your will and strength, mind, imagination. things that challenge you that say, "i dare you,son!" but then you end up mastering the thing you have been challenged.
how are you guys with mastering things? i seem to have a knack for it. new things, you know, like making them a habit (i like habit better than second nature).
anyone with a similar experience?