Re: dreams and hopes--hal

Posted by jason on July 01, 1999 at 01:24:12:

In Reply to: Re: dreams and hopes posted by Hal on June 30, 1999 at 08:27:43:

: : after college, it seems that my drive for an acting career has been dejected; i'm sad. before college, i was gung-ho about life. but now..blah. and i've seemed to have lost my edge to life. i hate it. it's like i went off track. i'm having doubts about fulfilling my dreams and hopes; was it just all childhood dreams? when i think about it? really focus on my goals...everything comes back again for that time of focusing.
: : it's like i have to fight; like always! but i'm up for it! like always. do you fours also love a challenge, anything that will test a part of you, especially your will and strength, mind, imagination. things that challenge you that say, "i dare you,son!"
: : anyone with a similar experience?

: When I sit down and think about it, I hate a challenge! I want things to come easily, and I get tired and depressed at the prospect of yet another thing being a lot of work. But when I'm actually engaged in something, when I'm in the middle of the challenge, then I enjoy it. It makes me feel more alive, I think. It's an adventure and a wonderful process I'm part of. If only my reluctance to get started wouldn't get in the way of this process...

: - Hal -

i get like that sometimes...but think of it this way...see the beginning as part of the process. i shouldn't even be telling you that..b'c i'm prbly not going to do it. when i was in school, it took me a while to get started on a paper..once i got going though...i was off.

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