Re: this is all so uncanny!!

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: Dear Kathryn : I wouldn't be surprised if Morrissey himself is a 4: you know the song 'The Ordinary Boys', that is one of my mottos!! : I got into indie because it was so 'different'. It appealled to me as it was so heart-felt, not formulated by corporate companys. unfortunately, these days alot of the indie bands i have loved have gone 'corporate': Blur, The Verve, Pulp for example. : I used to think as yourself, that I could never do a regular job, but now i am 24 years old, and i refuse to be on the dole - that would be more restrictive than having a job i think. the way i look at it: no job = gutter, job = no gutter. With my state of mind, i sometimes wonder if there is a thin line between my life as i put my acting skills into being 'regular', and being 'myself', and ending up with nothing. i don't have any family who could fund me taking a risk into the plunge of doing something creative - it's such a lottery of who makes it in the creative world. i will wait and see if morrissey discovers me!! (hahaha - i WISH!!) I see myself doing a regular job as though i am going into combat for survival, and the pathetic work clothes i wear, are my uniform, or my combat gear! I also take solace in the fact that morrissey worked as a clerk for the inland revenue for nearly a year, before the smiths happened. : I would like to take the creative plunge, I have studied acting and got an award, I studied singing and sung on stage, I did visual arts at school (when i lived in Australia), and came in the top 10% of the state (of HSC 'doers') for my ability in art....As morrissey sings in 'the boy with the thorn in his side': "and when you want to live, how do you start?, where do you go?, who do you need to know?" : (other moz fans accuse me of getting into the lyrics too much!!). : anyway, if you want to get in touch and discuss Moz and 4ness, feel free - i checked your e-mail address and it's the UK, so you must be in the vicinity! I am in London. : Excellent to hear from you, Bec, d.weddell@ukonline.co.uk : : Dear Bec, : : I agree with a lot of what you said. I've always wanted to be 'different' and i'm also a huge smiths/morrissey fan. I wonder how many smiths fans are fours!. I'm also really into 'indie' music because it's elite, and I don't want lots of other people to like it. I can't imagine doing a normal job, but on the other hand that's really silly. Anyway, I'm glad I discovered the enneagram. : : love : : kathryn

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