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: : Okay...this isn't really a "fourness" question or something like that, I dunno-- but maybe just need some advice... : : This is really wierd for me...never telling anyone this but then typing it on the internet for everyone to see... but oh : : well it seems easier and it's just gotten to a point any kind of feedback would help. Ever since I was little I just could : : not deal with my dad...I resent him for everything...when I was about five he tried to rape me...I never told anyone...it's : : not really an option....and a few months ago he punched me....and just totally degrading...I know that now he's trying to be better : : but deep down I just resent the person he is....and my mom isn't really any better because she just doesn't do anything about it... : : anyway...where's my point....I just know that I can't erase the past and I want to be able to accept my parents and move on because : : I just feel I'm at a point where I can't even be around them anymore, I wish I could be stronger about it but it seems to consume me and : : I resent them more and more....and even more when I blame them for making me feel like this...I just got back from a trip to L.A. to be : : with my sister and I don't think I've ever been happier...and it makes me feel so depressed being back at home-- is that totally selfish? : : I just can't even begin to know how to deal with this anymore...they seem to be getting worse...any advice I'd appreciate...thank u-- : : --Cali : First of all, I couldn't ask for more, thanx a lot for the helpful replies and sincerity-- I do resent posting this, it's not like I could : come to some conclusion or something, but it was just a need to just get it out there somehow, not really to find some answer-- : anyways, thank u again and welcome back Hal-- : --Cali

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