I'm having a renaissance...

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: ...and I thought about dying my hair coal black.... THought better of it... Now I want to go Richie Sexson blond... Anything to continue the renaissance.... : : Its all in your head....I consider myself to be in a renaissance...why? Just becasue I'm sleeping in my bed instead of in a sleepingbag inthe basement? Because I got my hair cut different?? Because I got a new job? You don't have to pierce yourself and change your hair colour to make yourself feel different... Black hair and piercings don't make a personality....If anything, they take away from what you are.....I could dye my hair and pierce my big toe...I'd still be the same guy if I didn't change the way I think and act... : : : I try harder and harder to get happy and get only more depressed. : : I have been experiencing beeing up for several days this week, but now : : it is going down again. Lithium does not work for me, just makes me flat, : : nothing works,I wonder if someone got the formula to avoid this heavy dead, totally : : non-feeling state I am in. I cant get out of it, I can not feel anything : : and want to get up again so my emotions and lifelust awakens again. : : : : You fours are the people that got the imagination I lack, you got the fantasylife : : that does not exist in me, not only that you got a tack and tone not : : seen in me. Besides you got the guts to express your good taste. : : Your feelings are more deeper, more real, your potensial greater, and : : skills better. Black hair, piercings, everything to create a totally mystic : : personality, I dont even have the guts to wear a piercing. : : Fuck you fours....:) : : Posted by a non four....

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