Help! - problem with 4-6

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: I have a huge problem : I think I fell hard for a 6 recently - in other words - I now got myself in HUGE DEEP TROUBLE. : He hates me. : He called me a punk and now will never trust nor speak to me again. : I dont even know what happened. : From my end I'm innocent. : I didn't even do anything - (except get 'curious' maybe). : Okay - well - at least I didn't mean to do anything. : But anyway - now that I did everything that I did - how do I get him to calm down now? : I don't want him to keep getting all upset about this whole thing - I mean at least from what I think- I don't even think any of this is even that big of a deal in the first place - because I'm not even going to do anything - I never was - so why is he so mad at me still anyway? : I'm starting to get sick to my stomach now. : He's such a good innocent sweet person. : He never deserved anything of anything I ever did ever. : But it's too late, and now he wants something back for it - but that something is something I don't have - so how do I get a six to calm down? : He is TJ - I am FP - maybe that is a huge problem too. : I wish I did not always get myself stuck in all these problems. I need to get out of this somehow. : My biggest problem is that I am a sucker for very strong, steady, sturdy, reliable, gentle, loving, sweetheart darling, very masculine men with lots of testosterone. : I'm going to regret writing this. : Sh*t.

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