Posted by Margaret on October 28, 2000 at 14:15:57:
I don't think I should ever get involved in anymore relationships with anyone ever anymore ever for the rest of my life - because if all I ever do is mess things up and make people feel bad - then it's not worth it anymore - so forget it- it's not worth it - the pain and suffering and grieve and misery and strife I cause, the sheer havoc I wreak in other people's hearts. Everyone is always so innocnet and I the gulity bad one who hurts them - what fool and sheer horror am I to do this to another?