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Re: Nothing makes me happy

Re: Nothing makes me happy

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Posted by Andy on August 16, 1999 at 14:51:35:

In Reply to: Nothing makes me happy posted by Andy on August 14, 1999 at 14:50:13:

Thanks everyone, now I am quite happy.

But about that piercing thing.....In the tounge.....My girl was gonna
take it, but seeing her friend doing it first with all the blood she got
in her mouth, and the pain, and blue color the tongue got she did not do it.

She lives so dammn far away at my ex-homeplace so I can only see her every week or 14
days, so I am longing all the time. My holyday must be here soon.

I don't take any pills. But now I must go to sleep, it's 2 days since I
slept any.
It's also a bit stupid to see the ones who got it, show of their tongue , but I must say I wonder how it feels like, if you know what
I am talking about, comment's ? if 5 are no piercing.... range up from 0-10......:)

The last two girls I have been with bouth got it in their nose. But none of
them got dark hair (cry, cry.....:)

I am not attatched to depression (more the oposite), I hate it, want out of it, I do want to
feel something.....I think this is gonna be a good week.

Dead states are the worst I know, and they seems to come from the inside.

: I try harder and harder to get happy and get only more depressed.

: I have been experiencing beeing up for several days this week, but now
: it is going down again. Lithium does not work for me, just makes me flat,
: nothing works,I wonder if someone got the formula to avoid this heavy dead, totally
: non-feeling state I am in. I cant get out of it, I can not feel anything
: and want to get up again so my emotions and lifelust awakens again.

:
: You fours are the people that got the imagination I lack, you got the fantasylife
: that does not exist in me, not only that you got a tack and tone not
: seen in me. Besides you got the guts to express your good taste.
: Your feelings are more deeper, more real, your potensial greater, and
: skills better. Black hair, piercings, everything to create a totally mystic
: personality, I dont even have the guts to wear a piercing.

: Fuck you fours....:)

: Posted by a non four....

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: Thanks everyone, now I am quite happy. : But about that piercing thing.....In the tounge.....My girl was gonna : take it, but seeing her friend doing it first with all the blood she got : in her mouth, and the pain, and blue color the tongue got she did not do it. : She lives so dammn far away at my ex-homeplace so I can only see her every week or 14 : days, so I am longing all the time. My holyday must be here soon. : I don't take any pills. But now I must go to sleep, it's 2 days since I : slept any. : It's also a bit stupid to see the ones who got it, show of their tongue , but I must say I wonder how it feels like, if you know what : I am talking about, comment's ? if 5 are no piercing.... range up from 0-10......:) : The last two girls I have been with bouth got it in their nose. But none of : them got dark hair (cry, cry.....:) : I am not attatched to depression (more the oposite), I hate it, want out of it, I do want to : feel something.....I think this is gonna be a good week. : Dead states are the worst I know, and they seems to come from the inside. : : : I try harder and harder to get happy and get only more depressed. : : I have been experiencing beeing up for several days this week, but now : : it is going down again. Lithium does not work for me, just makes me flat, : : nothing works,I wonder if someone got the formula to avoid this heavy dead, totally : : non-feeling state I am in. I cant get out of it, I can not feel anything : : and want to get up again so my emotions and lifelust awakens again. : : : : You fours are the people that got the imagination I lack, you got the fantasylife : : that does not exist in me, not only that you got a tack and tone not : : seen in me. Besides you got the guts to express your good taste. : : Your feelings are more deeper, more real, your potensial greater, and : : skills better. Black hair, piercings, everything to create a totally mystic : : personality, I dont even have the guts to wear a piercing. : : Fuck you fours....:) : : Posted by a non four....

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