Re: Ok can somebody please explain what the hell is wrong with me? Come on let's all be honest and rip into me!

Posted by Dave Kelly on November 05, 2000 at 14:59:53:

In Reply to: Ok can somebody please explain what the hell is wrong with me? Come on let's all be honest and rip into me! posted by Cory on November 04, 2000 at 19:10:27:

"Everyone is so afraid/hateful of me but WHY?"

Aren't you being too paranoid? You feel "weird" and *Everyone* is so "afraid/hateful" of you. *Everyone*? Maybe the ones that are, are picking it up from you. Maybe *you* look afraid/hateful.

IMHO I think that you should adopt a stoic attitude and take your attention off of how you think other people are evaluating you, and put it on your own intention. I presume that you want to do what's right.

: Maybe I shouldn't ask you guys since all you see of me are words. I imagine there is a PHYSICAL AURA which is around me which commands people to avoid me and NOT GET CLOSE TO ME. Everyone is so afraid/hateful of me but WHY?

: I think it's because I'm weird. VERY weird. So weird that I am on a completely different cosmic plane than the rest of the dirty masses! Granted Emily and whats-his-face uh Freddie are weird...I mean they both have zany personalities but theres at least Someone who understands/appreciates them whereas with me I'm so fucking UNHUMAN it's absolutely frightening to think about because I don't know WHY everyone avoids me.

: Seriously, I have no idea WHY I would think Shauna would be interested in me. Is it even possible that ANY -- oh Cory that's a long stretch but I mean that 100% and I will bet a thousand bucks on it -- that ANY girl could possibly be -- oh my god! -- sexually attracted to me or find me interesting?

: Like I said I dont know why Im asking you this because you don't see ME. You see my pics but you don't see ME. I'm actually extremely ugly. Ive never been complimented about my looks once in my life. People online say I'm a good-looking person but they LIE. I trust no one. Actions speak louder than words. Why are you even reading this? You don't like me and I don't like you.

: So ok, aside from THIS particular post, what can you possibly imagine is the reason why no one takes interest in me? Come on you NORMAL people, can't you help a Freak out once in a while?

: Whiny, whiny, whiny, but just spittin' the truth,
: Cory

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• expert, im in a bar. come here and i'll buy ya a pint. (nt) Mikko 16:26:33 11/05/00 (0)
• expert, im in a bar. come here and i'll buy ya a pint. (nt) Mikko 16:26:32 11/05/00 (0)

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