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Re: to Ayla and Michelle

Re: to Ayla and Michelle

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Posted by Michelle on April 23, 1998 at 12:34:35:

In Reply to: Re: to Ayla and Michelle posted by Devora-Leah on April 22, 1998 at 19:00:48:

Hi Devorah..and thanks for sharing.

I do understand what you're saying about the allergic reaction to the ONE. I think its good too to be able to EMBRACE your FOURness..now that you have the chance to..(the rebelliousness happened to me too big time when I got released from my ONE). Everything HE (my ex) told me was negative about me I realize is quite an asset actually! (My total sensitivity, emootionality, spontaneousness, PILES! haha) He used to hate my piles and constantly try to TRAIN me NOT to have them..(left-right-left was was of his mottos).

Now that I am with a NINE I feel much FREER to be "ME". I find that I want to just do NOTHING a lot these dasy instead of PUSHING myself to DO, DO , DO...like I did when I was with the ex. I know now that I am a HUMAN BEing not a HUMAN DOing..hahah...My man now thinks its fine that Im just "healing", doing art, and not really IN the world too much.

IOn my HEALHTY days I do tend to think more disciplined, but then the other days I wasnt to lazy around, hang out, not do too buch and actually be very reclusive.

Take Care..and happy HEALING FROM your ONE!

Michelle

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: Hi Devorah..and thanks for sharing. : I do understand what you're saying about the allergic reaction to the ONE. I think its good too to be able to EMBRACE your FOURness..now that you have the chance to..(the rebelliousness happened to me too big time when I got released from my ONE). Everything HE (my ex) told me was negative about me I realize is quite an asset actually! (My total sensitivity, emootionality, spontaneousness, PILES! haha) He used to hate my piles and constantly try to TRAIN me NOT to have them..(left-right-left was was of his mottos). : Now that I am with a NINE I feel much FREER to be "ME". I find that I want to just do NOTHING a lot these dasy instead of PUSHING myself to DO, DO , DO...like I did when I was with the ex. I know now that I am a HUMAN BEing not a HUMAN DOing..hahah...My man now thinks its fine that Im just "healing", doing art, and not really IN the world too much. : IOn my HEALHTY days I do tend to think more disciplined, but then the other days I wasnt to lazy around, hang out, not do too buch and actually be very reclusive. : Take Care..and happy HEALING FROM your ONE! : Michelle

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