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Enneagram Type 4 Board Archive Re: Adding to the dilemma...Posted by Will on August 19, 1999 at 17:15:40: In Reply to: Re: Adding to the dilemma... posted by Ev on August 19, 1999 at 16:44:46: I just want things to be like they were before and they're not. It was fun that way. It was different. I liked the attention I was getting and how intense that attention was. Now it's just...normal. Boring in a way. It's confusing, Ev, and I just don't understand it all, simple as that. I think the fact that I don't understand - that it all confuses me - pisses me off and I don't know how to deal with that anger. Maybe frustration is a better word? It's a weird feeling of loss. I have conflicting thoughts and emotions about the entire thing which makes me want to just drop the entire affair and move on. Thanks for your advice, though. It was good for me to get some of this off of my chest if nothing else. Whatever happens, happens. I'll survive in the long run.
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