Posted by janis on November 28, 2000 at 01:45:15:
In Reply to: Don't get me started. posted by S. K. on November 27, 2000 at 23:01:42:
i have the total opposite problem! for some reason, when i have deadlines, i feel that i have no time. so the only way to make me feel like i have lots of time again, is to do something irresponsible, like having fun...
so i get lots more done if the deadlines are flexible (or nonexistant)...
but i was meant to be a hippi flower child, not a computer scientist. trying to stuff a hippi into a science oriented, theoretical career... let's just say there are some interesting complications. :) hmm. is that why i have insomnia?? probably, sigh. hate deadlines. they stress me out more than anything.. (well, not really more than anything, but as a four, i live intensely in the moment, and right now deadlines are looming) wait a second, don't fours live in the past or future? what the hell am i doing in the present? i am a unique 4, ya, that is it. hahahahaha. ok that struck me as insanely funny. wait, wait, i remember, i live in the present cause i am an S. ah yes. all is clear.
ack. must sleep. babye!! :)
janis.