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Re: With whom are you speaking with?
Re: With whom are you speaking with?
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Posted by Cecil on September 05, 1999 at 13:13:40:
In Reply to: Re: oh my gosh, no, I forgot; need behavior limit check posted by DEECEE on September 04, 1999 at 21:06:46:
: HMMM...."BOUND" SHE SAYS... And to whom precisely are you speaking with? With whom are you currently positioning yourself with, at the deliberate exclusion of me? Just any old person who cares to wander by and take a look? So now that you have successfully aligned yourself with any old board/post-on-looker who happens to wander by, what have you gained by moving against me, a stronger bond with them? They're sure to jump right in and side right with you right back, right? (Now that I know I'm outnumbered by your whole roster full of enforcers, I'll just sit here and wait for their attack.) Cecil P.S. L.S.'s book of the Ten Commandments have had a powerful impact on me. My first obligation is to serve God. God comes first. I have made an agreement with God to serve Him first. It's in the 'knowing how' that I never quite knew how to do. My earlier proposals that I wrote were all tentative and not completely official (binding). I have had no idea what kind of conduct I have been capable of and not capable of committing (binding) myself to, and still don't. I can only learn one day at a time. I am not a supergoddess, therefore need to watch out for my negative tendency to imagine I am capable of achieving goddess-level type of conduct. I don't know how to serve God, (thus, serve others that He created, which is how we show respect for Him, through our conduct with others and ourselves), in the exact way that He wants. I don't know yet, really. That's what I need help in trying to do and what I am interested in discussing and working out with other people with. I hope this helps clarifies things up a bit. I apologize for all the confusion and mess. I certainly don't mean to offend nor hurt you nor anyone else. I am sorry for all hurt, uncomfortable, and negative feelings I may have provoked.
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