remembering things as they r or ... as i want them to be

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: : dear fellows, : : "You remember things like they never were." : : "You forget the things that were never said." : : i met the guy i've missed for 5 years yesterday nite & ... : : he's not what i've remembered & believed he is/was... : : i'm completely messed up by my fantasy... : : since i (lost-&-)found this guy last week, i haven't eat/sleep/think much. : : my emotions went sky-high: : : my heart beats so fast whenever i check my mail box, hoping he'll send me sth., : : my heart beats so very fast whenever i heard the phone rings, hoping he's calling, : : ... : : but then i saw his yesterday & ... : : what's the world doing with this poor soul: : : he's so ... realistic... : : decent job...good pay...good prospect...rewardful course... ... : : he's simply not what i protrait him to be... : : what's going on with life....................................... : : sending all of you this bunch of roses... hoping u to be "happy" : : @- @- : : @- @ @- : : @- @- : : @- : : iris

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