Re: I'll try - - - - :-(

Posted by Summer on September 10, 1999 at 12:26:14:

In Reply to: Hang in there, kiddo.... posted by Amanda :) on September 10, 1999 at 12:06:08:

Oh God, thank for responding. I guess it's not just this job. It's my whole lack of career & lack of meaning in my life. I am feeling terrible about it - but also very ashamed. This shame keeps me from telling people about it, even those who are close to me. Or especially those who are close to me.

It's one of those days when everything is adding up. There are some things within my friendships that are disturbing me. Do I expect too much, or am I just looking at everything negatively because I feel so depressed? I don't know - - -

I am still hurt by the loss of my former friend, the 5w4. Everything seems wrong. Nothing seems right. And I don't feel like I'm going anywhere....

Ok, I'm also seeing someone new, and we had a misunderstanding/hurt/fight - I don't know what you call it -but we haven't spoken in a couple of days & it's killing me.

Everything's adding up, and when that happens, I feel like it is doomsday and I'll never come out of it - - - -I know that is silly, but God it all hurts so much

Follow Ups:

• Re: Don't give up, just remeber it's a two way street Cecil 20:02:53 9/10/99 (0)
• Sorry for the late response Ev 15:56:23 9/10/99 (4)
  • Re: Thanks, all ;-) Summer 16:30:14 9/10/99 (3)
    • Re: Thanks, all ;-) Jasper 11:37:07 9/13/99 (0)
    • Re: Thanks, all ;-) Jasper 11:34:02 9/13/99 (0)
    • Re: regarding our purpose in life Cecil 20:13:35 9/10/99 (0)
• Re: I'll try - - - - :-( Hal 13:38:25 9/10/99 (3)
  • Re: Hal, sorry to hear, hope things turn around for you, too Cecil 10:08:44 9/11/99 (1)
    • Re: Hal, sorry to hear, hope things turn around for you, too Hal 10:15:35 9/13/99 (0)
  • Re: I'll try - - - - :-( Summer 14:53:13 9/10/99 (0)

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