Posted by Areia on May 29, 2001 at 02:09:35:
...because she can.
Actually, I feel bad that I never contribute anything truly interesting to this board, and I apologize. Someday I'd like to be a more active member, but..
Anyway, I'm having a major envy attack and guess I could use some Fourish empathy. The other Four I wrote about awhile back, my ex-boyfriend the 4w3 (I'm a 4w5), is causing me problems of a different kind this time.
Our friendship with each other has gone way downhill, and now he barely talks to me. In typical Fourish fashion, I now find I crave his company-- ah, "the pull and the push of it all," as Kate Bush says.
I also find I'm extremely, painfully envious of him, and it's drivin' me crazy, it's drivin' me nuts. He is far more sociable than I am (an ENFP) and spent the night being dressed in goth drag by a bevvy of attractive chicks, one of whom he slept with not so long ago, defending his loose behavior in the name of "self-discovery" or some such tripe.
On top of that, a cute 3w4 gayboi who I have a crush on is falling for him.
Granted, all of this is silly college angst that I will quickly be leaving behind, as I'm graduating in less than a week. But I guess I needed to spew. *shrugs* Feel free to reply with questions, comments, similar experiences, whatever. ^^;