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Enneagram Type 4 Board Archive Re: This isn't a good day - - - -Posted by PseudoName on September 11, 1999 at 21:08:47: In Reply to: This isn't a good day - - - - posted by Summer on September 10, 1999 at 11:25:04: Hi Summer, Have not visited fourdom for a while, so missed your post. I know how you feel. I am doing the career change thing, from administrative work to computer programming, I'm back in school, starting out on the bottom. It's difficult, to say the least. It's depressing, and it's almost impossible not to take personally. The only thing I have to offer, is hang in until you've got a 'win.' It makes the losses easier to bear, and it will make subsequent tries/losses easier, the 'wins' a more natural thing. Don't think there are any quick fixes. You'll do it when you're ready, and when it's right, it will happen for you. BTW, when I'm down, I'll get some brie with honey and almonds, a bottle of merlot and put on some Texas blues... LOL In other words, now is the time to pamper yourself. Be well. PN. on the second interview, I made the stupid mistake of dressing a little too casually. Everything else was fine. : The company is super super casual, & I made an error in judgement. Now I feel so bad, & stupid. I just feel like crawling home, lying in my bed & crying all day. I'm just not having any luck getting a job, & it's starting to affect my self-esteem. I don't feel like I can talk to anyone in my life about this, because they either pity me too much, or start making criticisms that don't seem to fit, and hurt me alot. : I feel like I am being rejected by the world right now. I am at work, and I can barely concentrate on the job, or stop the tears from coming. : Does anyone have some words of wisdom for me? I feel at a complete loss right now - - -- : :(((
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