Something New

Posted by Cory on June 04, 2001 at 00:41:12:

In Reply to: It's best to drink alone posted by Cory on June 03, 2001 at 02:33:57:

I have this INCREDIBLE fear of people. Yea, all you who CLAIM to be fucked up have nowhere experienced what I feel. Look Joe, you can at LEAST communicate/interact/talk to the "INTJ woman in your life" -- with me, life is ALL about being alone and being an onlooker. There are a half-dozen girls at work who I am sexually attracted to yet I cannot talk to them at all. Really. I have it worse than anybody I know. I'm sure others have it worse than me...but I don't know them.

I am EXXXXXXXXXXXTREMELY introverted. Im so shy. SO FUCKING FEARFUL. It gives me heart palpitations just THINKING about the girls I like. Christ. No wonder I'm a virgin. I'm a sick neurotic. LETS ALL PLAY "LETS KILL THE CORY" -- choose your weapon: Gun, Spear, or Barbra Streisand record.

-Cory

: Fuck other human beings.

: Although, you may find after six drinks, you DESPERATELY need to talk to them really bad.

: -Cory

: : I went to a club one day, which is sooooooo not me ....and when I heard some good house music (the energy music) or whatever you call it..man did I break free...I danced and just let go.. I LOVED IT...However my INTJ gal, couldn't let go as much , so we were there for 15 minutes, then left....So as a 4..ya ..I know now, I can break loose...man I can get addicted to that, I even had thoughts of I can be a stripper and loved the idea.....but I would NEVER go to a club by myself...NO WAY....I'd have to have a crutch with me, someone to hang with... >< Someone want to go..heh heh

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