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No Flaws-The Priestess is there!
No Flaws-The Priestess is there!
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Posted by Sam on September 12, 1999 at 18:53:55:
In Reply to: Rage posted by Tiggy - feeling very Rachel. on September 12, 1999 at 17:38:30:
I have problems with words like courage, fear, rage, because they do not connect with my emotions, to what I am feeling - they are words that describe something that can only come from within. Risk, vulnerability, to be oneself in the face of perceived judgements. Perceived, perceived, perceived...all which has come from conditioning, smothering of ourselves, swallowed emotions. Have became aware that we either express our emotions, or if unexpressed - act them out - eventually. Fours, I feel have much unexpressed emotions, that have not been acted out because of what our culture (family,society,religion) has surrounded us with, and as we mature and begin acting them out feel the shame that our family used to inhibit our acting out. Your experience that you expressed so openly, I believe is the shout of your priestess - I am here! Listen to her - she is there and glowed like the golden sun. The shouts were not at those around you, were not to society...though may have seemed so in the moment. Those shouts were you to ... you - listen to your priestess she has expressed in a rage to you of your beauty... put your arms around her, say thank you for her shouting love...express your love to your priestess: she is in your face! saying I am here, I love you! see her there at your side, always at your side. Sam
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