"Don't bother to speak to me again." - Rachel

Posted by Derf on September 14, 1999 at 01:43:52:

In Reply to: Re: Dearest Rachel.... posted by Rachel on September 14, 1999 at 00:13:40:

: I think you've got a fucking cheek. What do YOU know about anything - you patronising bastard. Nobody thinks I'm psychotic.

I don't think you are, either. Now stop blaming your "native Devils," and admit it was your own mistake, pure and simple.

: In fact Sr. Kathleen our course director said she had a lot to learn from me - and that was after the event. That place had it coming to them. there were good reasons for my anger.

Then you consider your behavior justified? Fine, then. I guess I "had to be there." At least you're admitting your responsibility (or are you....?), instead of contesting that a wrongdoing "happened" courtesy of your temporarily-disembodied hand.

: The unbalanced thing was in my sudden uncontrolled raging and not knowing what I was doing by the end of it.

That's what your native-devil-obsessed pop-psychologists refer to as a "psychotic break," no? I've done some crazy things while angry, but I always knew what I was doing. And I always knew that I was the one controlling the hands and feet and mouth and tongue and (?) that were doing these things. And people thought *I* was nuts.

I'd love to see you listen to some rapist or killer using your excuse to justify his action.

: But it may have been a good thing in the long run, -to shake that place up. Nobody thinks I'm abdicating responsibility because I try to find out what happened to trigger an uncustomary response. I am only taking note of the results of a recent blood test, along with a considerable body of medical opinion and experience. yes, my emotions are precious to me, because there was a time when I lost them, when I could feel nothing. Also the Lord I follow has many followers who don't consider him psychotic for throwing over the tables in the temple; for showing anger. there are worse things than expressing anger. Humiliating other people for a start.

So your native devils occasionally execute a stroke of genius? Well, congratulations to them. Notice I didn't say "congratulations to you." You have nothing to do with it, apparently - you weren't in control.

: Don't bother to speak to me again.

Oops. :) I started to reply before I got that far. Oh well. Go ahead and close your mind. Most people are like that anyway.

Except they're not possessed by demons.

Seriously, kid. Get some help. But if it doesn't help (and I get the impression that you're already taking enough pills to stuff you like a large bowl of pasta), then consider that you need to start taking charge.

Derf

Follow Ups:

• There has been such a defense Ev 10:28:37 9/14/99 (16)
  • Re: There has been such a defense Derf 12:09:07 9/14/99 (15)
    • Re: ??? Summer 12:20:19 9/14/99 (14)
      • Re: ??? Derf 17:12:58 9/14/99 (13)
        • Re: ??? Summer 11:10:05 9/15/99 (12)
          • Holy Cow, Batman! Is it something in the air?? Ev 13:25:43 9/15/99 (11)
            • Re: It's too upsetting Summer 13:41:00 9/15/99 (10)
              • What the f*** is wrong with you people anyway? Ronnie 16:45:37 9/15/99 (9)
                • Re: What the f*** is wrong with you people anyway? Derf 17:18:05 9/15/99 (0)
                • Followup: Summer... Ronnie 17:10:23 9/15/99 (7)
                  • Re: Followup: Summer... Jasper 17:54:06 9/15/99 (6)
                    • Re: Followup: Summer... Ronnie 03:36:11 9/16/99 (2)
                      • And with just a little concentration... Ronnie 03:38:27 9/16/99 (1)
                        • Re: And with just a little concentration... Jasper 14:11:53 9/16/99 (0)
                    • Interesting how true to form we 4's are. Ev 21:16:19 9/15/99 (2)
                      • Re: Interesting how true to form we 4's are. Jasper 09:46:22 9/16/99 (0)
                      • Re: Interesting how true to form we 4's are. Tal 08:00:01 9/16/99 (0)

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