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hello-goodbye-is this thing on?
hello-goodbye-is this thing on?
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Posted by carrie on September 23, 1999 at 21:32:51:
I wanted to try an be a part of this group, but to heck with it-- i guess i should just give up, as usual. I thought it might be different somehow, but i still feel like nothing in this swelter of voices, wondering what i could possibly add. I wont ever feel smart enough or clever enough or even enough of a four, and reading other fours only makes me feel worse. Isn't that the pits? i know im being a baby. but it seems highly improbable i'll ever belong anywhere or feel good enough--it's like when i go to the bookstore and all the books seem to sufficate me, all of this knowledge i can never have, that i am hermetically sealed off, the baby in the bell jar. what a load of b.s i am. Every moment, in awe and shame.
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