Posted by Margaret (199.95.204.187) on February 03, 2003 at 19:48:13:
In Reply to: Re: posting on all, when one is fine, please... posted by Margaret (206.203.36.143) on February 02, 2003 at 16:23:50:
I did not mean to say this post. I didn't mean any of this nonsense, thinking, feeling, so on. This was not a good post. Nothing here I said came out right. I owe an apology. I just got eager to see you, to talk to you, and it came out as if I was unhappy with the way you were, but that is not true not in the slightest. I have always like you for who you are, and like you just the way you are now. KB brought up the idea of it seems I wanted 'changing'. What the heck that came from, man oh man. I can't believe that. Regardless, I do not and have not any intention of going near there. No way. I just got eager, too impatient, and yes, I understand that the amount of impatience and eagerness I pushed out this weekend was not acceptable. I know, eagerness and impatience should not be pushed onto another human being, especially one that is so innocent. I am sorry DEECEE. All this crap from KB, now I see what happens when I push too far. I don't want something like this to happen again. I just want it to ge tover with.
I dont know how to get over my impatience, with things that I want in my life not happening fast enough. I'm sorry for taking it out on you. I'm sorry. I definitely need more work on it. Again, I'm sorry. I will work on this some more. But at least this topic is over now. Okay. Take care. On to the next topic.