Posted by Cecil on October 01, 1999 at 19:33:10:
In Reply to: Re: Choices, free will, & the desert (stuck w/no water) posted by Derf on September 29, 1999 at 01:39:36:
: : Yes, some lovely sentiments those are. But one thing tickles my curiosity. Where are you getting access to a computer with an internet connection? Another college campus library?
No, that writing at that time I used a public library. (I have now moved to some where else.) Most of the time I use public libraries. Only 3 times have I used campus libraries. I also don't like doing that, becuase that's not fair nor right. My 'desperation' feelings are also no excuse. THAT needs to stop, so I have not since.
This time I am at a private residence for the weekend. Then I get 'booted out' once again, this time I am headed back out east. Since I lost my car, the west is not the best place for transportation. The east has more compactness and more publicly available transportation. It's just too spread out out west to 'make it' without a car.
Besides there are many cities I can go to earn enough to buy another car than move back out west again, which is what I plan to do. I'd say a year at least, two, at most. From there, it's the back west again.
: Oh, and maybe you can choose happiness, but you're not as safe as you could be. You know I worry about you! (If you didn't, now you do. :)
True, there are some places 'safer' than others, but, you can only do what you can with what you have, right?
So, you just 'deal' with it and not let it get to you, that's all.
: Seeya later, happygurl.
I'm sure you will, happyboie :)
Cecil