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:HELP! I want what I can't have, frissons + nerves
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Posted by Ella (62.254.128.5) on May 15, 2003 at 02:13:37:
Am fairly healthy 4w3.
I find myself wanting people's boyfriends, people I don't really know, older people and unreachable people (my friend's boyfriend, my teacher).
Yet my friend, who I love but not romantically, keeps being friendly, dropping hints. I realise it might be my own fault - I told my friend I loved him, and she decided to get mixed up in this by telling him so - but now he's being nice, I just don't want him at all. It's really messed up. And what makes it worse is, his mother died two weeks ago and he's grieving. So I can't talk to him about it, but he's a doing person. He acts on what he feels.
On top of all this, I'm bi. This might mean that really, I don't like boys at all.
*runs around the room squawking*
So what do I do?
You're all strongly perceptive and insightful agony aunts. I have high expectations. :)
Lots of (messed-up angsty teenage) love,
-- Ella, xx P.s. Prayer appreciated too.
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