Re: Fours and bi-/homosexuality?

Posted by Kristina on July 09, 1998 at 19:18:58:

In Reply to: Fours and bi-/homosexuality? posted by Devora-Leah on April 22, 1998 at 19:38:11:

:I am glad you brought this issue up. I am a four who has always considered herself "straight" but I had a love relationship with a woman
for 1 1/2 years. It was the most joyous, beautiful relationship I ever had. I felt fullfilled on several levels- emotionally, intellectually, spiritually but not sexually (she never wanted to sleep with me) . That ended 4 years ago. It took me 3 years to
get over it. Now I am with a man. We experience great lovemaking, something I didn't experience with my girlfriend. My relationship with a woman was true and I felt deeply in love with her, it was akin to the relationship in Fried Green Tomatoes. But, despite all of that, I am not
looking to be with a woman and I'd feel very odd and out-of-place calling myself a "lesbian" or hanging out in gay bars. I don't have any desire for it. I am just interested in having an intense intimate relationship with a man.... Is there anyone out there who has had a similiar experience? It would be nice to talk to someone about it. I can't exactly share it with my current friends... I don't think they'd understand and I'm afraid of being rejected by them!!!

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