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Re: a 4 at 40; a poem for You

Re: a 4 at 40; a poem for You


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Posted by Konrad on July 30, 1998 at 17:03:59:

In Reply to: a 4 at 40 posted by Connie on July 04, 1998 at 17:01:50:

Hi, Connie,
this is Konrad. I found this message board accidently just some moments ago.
I'm 39, male, german, 4w3 and married with a 9 partner who is out with her dog for training while I'm sitting at home campari-driven.
I see all the (u n i q u e) cornerstones of my inner world reflected in the post list, stretching from "erotomania" to "boring 9 Partner" for instance.

I'm n o t looking forward to my next birthday. My physician (a buddy since our childhood days) attested me a "body-age of 34" and I rather try just to concentrate on the present moment, and listen inward, what is going on?
But I'm sure that the huge wave will fall over me during the next 6 months and I have no idea whether "this life-belt will be sufficient".

I'd like to sent to You my favorite poem;
I first read it in 1994 ...

I bleed

so the stars have something to shine in

there are wild horses fucking inside me

and a river makes a bend in my shoulder.

(Frank Stanford)


Fourish or not, close Your eyes,
try to feel/imagine the pictures of this poem in your mind
and feel that river in your breathe

How are You doing? Up to now I felt refreshed and
consciuos of my intuition every time I did that, even
after been knocked out...





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