A 4w5 sista! Wassup!

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: No, I don't think you're a 4w3...you sound much more 4w5. You're not alone though...there's quite alot of us 4w5s here! Maybe I'm making a big assumption, but it doesn't matter, even if you are a 7w8, I will consider you a 4w5... : [LSD]: Cory: Carl Jung the analitical Psychologist? Well thats your preference..*LOL* : [Cory] - Yes, Mr. Jung the anal-ytical psychologist. >=] : [LSD]: I think i was a little vauge in complaining before. Anyway i'm a highschool student, i seinor. : [Cory] - you more illitirite than mee ;) : [LSD] Anyway here is the text from my Feelings page, which i really don't feel like putting up on my page on the internet, because some people i know in R/L go there. anyway here it is....and i sound absolutly stupid i know. its okay i've had enough people tell me......How I think people Veiw me... as a person or a thing? Many people in general don't seem to like me...which is all for the better i suppose. I don't do anything to anyone...i just excist for some reason here and people find the need to just absolutly hate me...so i kinda put up a defence for myself towards people i don't know and people in general... and that causes me to appear stuck up in ways and extreamly pessimistic. : [Cory] - Without a doubt, that is 4w5 writing. The aroma of the four-with-five-wing mind is enveloping your words... : [LSD] - People are almost afraid of me in a stupid way like it hurts them to talk to me or look at me. It seems to me people i know on the internet feel the same way with me. how pathetic is that??? Seriously i take words from people to mean constant sarcasm and i can't relate to that well and then i feel absoulty horrible. I can't tell if they are complimenting me or just making fun of me...its that hard. : [Cory] - Yes! I misread people alot too...it's hard to understand someone when you are so alien to them. : [LSD] - I walk through school and i feel like i shouldn't be there at all, you know all isolated and apart from everyone. Like they all have something I don't and can't have, but i don't know what it is. That causes me to despise almost everyone. : [Cory] - I should send you a piece of writing I did on alienation. You'd relate to it. : [LSD] - To my freinds i appear as a cousler/therepist to them and they consantly come to me to get advice or just someone to talk to. : [Cory] - Just like an NF idealist. Are you aware of MBTI and Keirsey? : [LSD] - I bothers me that these same people don't like to listen to me...but then again i have nothing to say. : [Cory] - It's really strange. On the 'net I have ALOT, oh excuse me, A LOT to say...but in real life I can't think of ANYTHING! It's like, my mind freezes and I must appear to the external world as very stupid. As much as I try to think of something to say, I can't, and that is why I'm so damn boring in real life! : [LSD] - everyone thinks i have secrets...and i do... but i trust veryyy few with them. : [Cory]- Don't we all! You should hear what I am hiding! Whoa boy! HAHAHA, no way in hell am I telling those things! >=] : [LSD] - People think i'm deep and mysterous and they be all stupid. : [Cory] - I thought you were. I must be stupid then. : [LSD] - I'm not a totally cynic and i like making people laugh and laughing..I am emotional but unemotional at the same time. Its very strange really....Someone dies and i never cry or mourn or anything, you know when something serious happens..? .... but when something happens that may seem like nothing to most people i cry and cry endlessly.. I'm deppressed alot and have been for awhile as in years but i learn to deal with things on the inside and i hate doctors so i never actually go to any for problems. : [Cory] - 4w5, 4w5, 4w5. Its your four side (emotion) clashing with five (unemotion). It's really beautiful though...how the mind works. : [LSD] - I am very lazy and crap and have nooo moivation... : [Cory] - HA! I HAVE YOU BEAT! No one, repeat, no one is more lazier than me. I'm so lazy, I can't even finish this se : [LSD] - i don't feel like i reflect an aries in some ways...except in temper and such..hehe. Do i actually want to go to college? yeah but my dad makes me feel like i don't want to go...i dunno. I never really ever felt connected to my parents but they just piss me off to the extent to where i can't take it anymore. : : if i keep writing everyone will accuse me of having a self pity party and curse me off.....i know you will. : [Cory] - I graduated class of 98, and still am deciding where to go to college and what to study. Mostly this is due to my laziness (like I said, I have you beat) and I take life very flexibly. A career seems so overrated for me...I mean, we all die eventually. All that hard work, eventually it disappears. The shadow of death covers all, so that no light can shine through. : : [LSD] : Fears........etc..or..simple annoyances : : Being alone...and being with people as in school : [Cory] - so you are afraid ALL OF THE TIME? If you can't be alone, and can't be with people...then where are you? : : [LSD]: total darkness : : being outside at night (thank youuu Blair Witch! that movie is overdone anyway) : [Cory] - Just saw it the other day! Yes, its pretty damn scary...because it seems realistic. After a while, I dreaded nights (while watching the movie). It would be sunset and I would think "ooooooh no!", or something along that. : : [LSD]: heights....such as big winding stairs and floor to ceiling windows : [Cory] - I'm uh....what's that word....its a Greek word (not Latin)....um...fear of heights. Help me out. Hello, any psychics??? Um...altophobia? No...ah damn...hmm...siderophobia is a fear of riding in trains and Freud had that (God, this brain doesn't work) um...you know I'm not finishing this sentence until I figure out the word. Hmm...DAMN I GIVE UP!!!!!!! : [LSD]: rabies (I had a weird obsession with rabies..i think because it scared me) : : Dreams (my once in awhile astral projections) : [Cory] - what exactly is an AP? I've heard of them : [LSD]: Hell....(no not hell hell...screw that :P its this place me and my freinds sneak too.. a bunch of rocks jutting out into a lake...we go swimming there at night with the bears) : : The Monastary (abandoned and haunted i think) : : the Ice House (an old abandoned ice house also supposedly haunted) : : Stores closing on me : : amusment parks : : being in school : : being laughed at : : being lost anywhere : : commuting on the train (i always feel out of place and it pisses me off...and i know no one wants me to sit with them) : : Waking up early : [Cory] - LALALALALA, Trojan Condoms - because you never know when passion strikes! : [LSD]: .......LiKes.......... : : Smell of rain... thunderstorms... : [Cory] - Yes, I like Showers too. Especially with a Golden sun behind the clouds. *cough* : [LSD]: creating things and likeing the result for once : [Cory] - I get that way after I pull off a wonderful writing experience! : [LSD]: the feeling of orginization when I actually have my room clean. : : getting things in the mail excluding college crap : : NYC (I love the city soo much.... i can't wait to go to college and mabe live there...) : [Cory] - Ironic that somebody who doesn't like large groups of people would like it. : [LSD]: porches and stoops (i love sitting out on porches...and when i lived in Brooklyn for 10 years of my life i loved sitting out on the stoop) : : going out anywhere... : : staying up late : : : ...HatEs...... : : I hate people who are fake. I hate people who are compulsive liars and lie even when un-nessasary. : [Cory] - I HATE PRETENTIOUS PLASTIC PRICKS!*$&$*$#& Then again, I am also "fake"...I have a disguise for the world. The desire to be authentic is central to a Four. : [LSD]I hate girls who think they can get any guy they want and actually try. : [Cory] - Well, they CAN get any guy...all they need is a pair of legs that spreads. The cynical observation of the sexually-charged instinctive teenager. : [LSD] - I hate seriously huge people that try to dress as if they were a size 0 and what pisses me off more is they get away with it. If i did that the whole world whould be blind! : [Cory] - Hey, just because I weigh 390 lbs doesn't mean I can't wear my spandex pants and neon pink tank top! : [LSD] - I hate wannabee gangstas.... i mean seriously we live in UPSTATE ny....this is not Harlem people!! : [Cory] - HAHA! I know those types.....especially the middle-class white kids who listen to rap, wear Fubu clothes, and think they're black! : [LSD] - I hate websites run by 14 year old girls excalmating how cool they are and you just have to follow thier fascist......uhhh fashion advice or you will be the most uncool thing in the world. : [Cory] - like, if you like wanna be cool, then like, go to my website http://cyanidesoup.cjb.net like ok? *giggles* : [LSD] - I hate people who think they are so unique and diffrent because they... Oooooo dyed their hair or god forbid get their eyebrow peirced....yet there are thousands of people going for the same look as them and they know it as also the way of thinking they usually have.... : [Cory] - YES!!!!!!! OH MY GOD YES!!!!!!!!!!!! IM HAVING A MENTAL ORGASM!!!!!!!#*$@*$*$ Join the revolution!!! Man, I am so SICK of this trend!!!! Don't forget tattoos. I see so many trendy girls get some weird tattoo on the small of their back, god they're Clones! This is one of the waste byproducts of the 90s, I can't wait for this fad to die. : "Body art is for people who's bodies need to be altered artificially to be beautiful." - Me :) : [LSD] - ohhh teen agnst...lets all be angry at the world. Why do some people look and act anger? are they actually angery inside or do they think its cool. I'm probaly hypocritical eh? should i be angery? Mabe the world is soo screwed that no one can tell....or you should be angry at yourself. : [Cory] - Well, I don't blame anyone for being mad at our shallow ESTJ 3 world. : [LSD] - By non-conforming you actually are conforming with those who don't want to conform, so there is no point. : [Cory] - Sorry! I thought up that before! Honestly! At my site, its in my Confessions of a Cynic. So um, you're infringing on my copyright ;) : [LSD] - Most of the things that happen to you are your fault in one way or another and being angry won't help.....doing anything won't help this world now...it may seem to but it doesn't. I hate people who search for problems that aren't there and then go to shrinks as if to seemingly think its great and that they are special in a way. : [Cory] - Eh, I don't need to pay $70 an hour to a psychiatrist to tell me that I'm crazy. : [LSD] - I hate loud obnoxious people. : [Cory] - LAALALALA HEY DID YOU SEE THAT??????? HEY MAN!!!!!! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT????? : [LSD] - I hate work...i rather be homeless and beg for my money. I hate not being free to go where i please when and where i want . : [Cory] - I might become a drifter. Move to Hawaii and just live on the beach. Would be nice. : [LSD] - : I am done mabe unless i think of more...i dunno..overloooking what i wrote it sucks my ass. : [Cory] - how do you suck an ass, really? I mean, yea I guess its a hole, and you can suck a straw but, you know? Isn't it more of a lick? : If anyone knows what the fear of heights is called, tell me!!#(*$#@& =oD : -Cory, 4w5 INFP

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