Thank you for your understanding Brian, it lifts the burden a little NT

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: : I perceive myself as lonely when I am disconnected from myself for various reasons. : : Solitude is a pleasant state when I am alone with myself and enjoy my company. : : Alone is a state where I have set myself apart from others, physically, mentally, philosophically, etc. : : I am not a 4 and am guessing, but, if relationships and connecting are important. : : perhaps 4s are more aware of the missing ideal resonance and connectedness than : : I, a nine, experience. By this, I mean, to me lonely is unpleasant for me : : but involves me not others (unless I let them-codependent like.) I wonder if : : the relational disconnect/self disconnect is more deeply felt/experienced by : : 4s. : : I do not wonder who I am or where am I going. I only chide myself for lack : : of discipline. If something is not happening, I see the circumstances as : : a result of my ennui, or a form of Kismet to which I adapt. I am not aware : : of a sense of loss/missing something when I have no one with whom to share. : : My point is that I suspect 4s have a unique burden because of the realtional : : awareness, the felt experience plus the awareness of what is missing (what could be.) : : Threes are unaware. Twos repress. Other types have head and gut concerns. : : I think 4ws are right: "no body knows the troubles I have felt." : : (nor the joys.)

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