Posted by Bartholomew on January 01, 2001 at 08:21:32:
In Reply to: living at the top of our hearts and fists posted by Semper Fi on December 31, 2000 at 21:00:49:
: I find that most of the conversation revolves around our brains, cognitive abilities, transcedental Buddhism and the like. Accomplishments and real personality could be a next topic. Our real personality is that of an 8 believe it or not. Feeling the anxiety and pure hatred of those closest to myself and then trying to close myself off to those feelings is what it feels like to actually be alive. After Iam through showing select others that I can destroy them and their lives I leave respected and hated by others and myself. Thi goes for potential friends and lovers. Both of which I have almost totally driven out of my life. Its an anthony hopkins mixed with a joe dimaggio (ferrantino can fuck off) style personality. Both are 5's. Read the autobiography of baseballs greatest player and you'll see his fiveness especially now in his life. Sorry to sound so serious to y'all, but at this point in my life venting my exposed self to an audience that I cannot see or will never get to know feels pretty damn great.