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Enneagram Type 5 Board Archive Re: yep...Posted by RoTtEn ApPlE on June 11, 2001 at 12:20:01: In Reply to: yep... posted by isaac on June 11, 2001 at 11:13:42: : : It's so goddamn perverse. : i agree. i know a 56 who's a total dick to new people. it's not that he doesn't like new people. he just doesn't like talking to them. stands there in the room, and doesn't interact AT ALL, and, as if that wasn't enough, he doesnt' even seem to notice the awkwardness of his silence. once you know him, tho, he's really interesting and funny. and, like any other 5, he's really very very helpful and accomodating, and generally a nice person. : a lot of the time i've wished i was more of an asshole than i am. i think life would be easier if i was a little more comfortable with stepping on toes. i just take everyone's needs into consideration way too much. i mean, why should i actually have to FEEL bad if i DO something bad? that's fucked up. just make the choice, and go on. but no, i gotta have a pesky little consience up in here. i wanna blast jimeny with a freakin can of raid. or maybe a bottle of hairspray and a lighter. toasty! i feel like cricket tonite! : and, ya see, i HAVE these thoughts, *all the time*, but i never ever be a bad guy. i'm NG to the end, just envious of the TN and CG types. i'm too nice. i suppose it has its advantages. i get along with people i probably wouldn't otherwise. i could never actually be mean on a regular basis, and i'm only a tiny bit evil. (my phantom-badguy-other-personality alignment is totally LE.) >>>>Ya know, I RARELY feel bad about anything and never in retrospect (aka no guilt)... but when making decisions, I have a hard time weighing my needs as more important than the needs of anyone else. Detachment has its price I guess. I can be hard... but only when the truth is hard.
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