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Enneagram Type 5 Board Archive WAAAAAAAAIT let me re-think thisPosted by Cory on June 24, 2001 at 23:23:02: In Reply to: Fives and relationships posted by Cory on June 23, 2001 at 23:12:54: Today I went over my girlfriend's house. We just expected to cuddle, watch TV, and make out. At around 5:30 pm I went up to her room. We just started kissing. It was very nice. Then I started feeling her wonderful (36DDD -- honest to God!) breasts. So I started to feel UNDER and she let me sneak a peek at her nipples.... One thing led to another and the next thing I know I was on top of my girlfriend pounding her in her ever-so wet pussy. I mean, this girl is Niagara Falls. So yea, I start fucking her like mad and... And then I just enjoy lying in bed with her. It was NICE. It's more than infatuation with her. I really enjoy her company. She makes me feel good about myself and can entertain me better than the internet can. I like my girl! :) -Cory : I have found the ULTIMATE relationship. I don't know whether she knows it or not, but it's between Liz and I. Don't worry; I won't get all sentimental. I don't think about her every minute...I don't write poems to her...she's not even my soulmate. She's simply a great friend...who I fuck. : It's a practical relationship for two Fives. Since we both prefer to be alone 99% of the time and don't have much emotional needs, you fulfill what we need fulfilled -- sexuality and having fun! Talking about the enneagram in a park with her is fun. Having wild drunken experimental sex with her is fun. Getting in trouble and having adventures with her is fun. : Now I also have a "girlfriend" whom I am fearing by the minute. She has fallen for me fast and is of the emotional variety. My biggest fear is that I won't live up to her perception of me. She sees me as this trustworthy, honest, gentle, sensitive person...little does she know I had sex with another woman the SAME DAY we got together. : However I am also a very empathic and compassionate person. I won't tell her about this because I don't want to hurt her. Honestly. I may be a bit double-sided but I'm not completely calloused to others' feelings. : So, how can I get rid of this girl? Should I break it off right now? Should I make up an excuse? I don't love her at all, it's just an infatuation. I led her to think that I love her, mostly on accident. Once when she was walking away I blurted out "I love you" -- but what was really strange was that I had no control over it. It just came out. It was almost as if someone else talked. : Couples suck. The world would be a better place if no one had exclusive relationships and just fulfilled each others' sexual needs. : -Cory
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