Posted by Emma on April 26, 2000 at 11:48:20:
Or an attempt to get some attention, (positive please) you see I have an habit of fishing for compliments and that causes me to do a lot of good work, but it also feel a bit vain. The vainity bothers me because I want to be genuine and live according to God plan with my life.
I feel very different when I am together with friends and when I am alone. I consider myself s social outgoing person. On the other hand when I´m alone I can be quite philosophical, a side of me that I seldom show to my friends. ( Even if I show the my poems I don´t explain anything).
In my everyday life I´m surrounded with as many helping people that seldom find the oppurtunity to help others with practical things, somebody else volunters before me and then I think let him/her do it...
But sometimes I experience that my presence gives joy to some, and I also asked to help
with intellectual things.
I like to see things from many sides, (as type 9 does) but I tend to decide quicker what I want.
Well, I have a lot more to tell but first I´d like to now if anybody is really interested.
I do this to find my place in this enneagram system, but also to test the enneagram is it worth the attention we are giving to it.