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Enneagram Main Board Archive http://www.prolife.orgPosted by Taylor on October 28, 2001 at 18:46:30: In Reply to: The life of me posted by Cory on October 28, 2001 at 02:03:13: That is a life that has been there since its conception three months ago. At least first check out this website. Someday your son or daughter may thank you for it.
> This is why I apologize to everyone on here. > I am being sincere. Since Fall of '99 I have been here. This is probably the first time I've been sincere to the people on this board. I've always been a charlatan, or a prankster, or a jerk...but this time I am being honest to you. > If a person had a GOOD LIFE, would they spend it on here? I know I've been spending less hours on this board...but that's because I'm a sexaholic, pot addicted maniac, and an alcoholic...reminds me...I need my fix right now. I am an ADDICT to HEDONISM. Liz says I am really a closeted moralist, trying to prove a point. I don't know if she is right or not; all I know is I trust her deeply and I think she knows the True Me. I act as a leach onto her. It's strange that she thinks I'm a Five when I act so Fourish to her. She knows the real me. > I know I dissent from the enneagram from time to time. But that is my Six Wing talking. I truly am a Five. I believe it in my heart. Yes, the ultra-logical FIVE believes it in his HEART. I realize my questions about the enneagram are simply a misunderstanding. > Ok, look, if you're thinking "This is a bunch of bullshit" I admit I've had a bowl of pot, 5 bottles of Miller, and 2 shots of Jim Beam. ;) This shit may fuck me up in the long run, but at least it makes me honest in the present. > I am a Five. The Four and Six wing have battled to control me for a long time. The Four Wing represents my free, artistic, liberal nature while the Six Wing longs for security, rules, and simplicity. > Tonight I romance the counterwing Six and loot my city. Just the other night I threw three shrimp lo mein leftover dinners onto a Lexus SUV? > Why? > Diarmuid, maybe you know me as a Conservative, but I've changed into a liberal a long time ago. I understand the pain of the underclass and the worker first hand because I've lived as one for the past 3 years. > Life changed for me at 18. I was ushered out of my sheltered childhood into an adulthood of struggle, misery, but occasional fun. I haven't moved forward socially. I still work at the same job...the first and only job I've had...since October 30, 1998. > Maybe it's complacency. Maybe it's fear of the unknown. All I know is I am tied down and I know who I am. > My girlfriend has been pregnant for 3 months. We are planning on getting an abortion this week or the next. I remember Spring of 2000 ranting about being against abortion. But since then I've become to be Pro-Choice. And know that I have experienced this situation directly, I realize abortion is a better choice than to give a hard life to another human being. > Abortion is the more empathic choice; whether or not those Pro-Life freaks want to admit it. > I have a $60 a week habit for pot...I drink everyday.. > Down in the spiral I go. > Hey, the enneagram is right...5 to 7... > although I think the enneagram must be a bit more liberal. Riso says the descent to 7 is more so symbolic, in that the 5's mind heats up and goes crazy...No...I know differently. I literally become a semi-7 in that I cannot digest life, I become a consumer, and I addict myself to death. > That is all, for now... > -Cory
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