Posted by SL on January 29, 2002 at 16:52:51:
They are all packed up and dense inside me. It hurts me and is scary to let them out. But I want to! I want them to be discharged so that I can function. I am afraid of losing control and that's why I can't let them out. When I try they come out so strong. I just want balance.
And because I don't let them out when I should, they interfere with everthing else I want to do. Simple tasks become burdens that I just cant get to because of the emotional weight attched.
How do I do it? How do I be more free with myself?