Posted by hick56 on February 01, 2002 at 17:03:25:
In Reply to: always running away from my emotions posted by SL on January 29, 2002 at 16:52:51:
ok then you pumpkin pie haircutted dork. I guarantee a safe conclusion to all your troubles. but not yet.
> They are all packed up and dense inside me. It hurts me and is scary to let them out. But I want to! I want them to be discharged so that I can function. I am afraid of losing control and that's why I can't let them out. When I try they come out so strong. I just want balance.
> And because I don't let them out when I should, they interfere with everthing else I want to do. Simple tasks become burdens that I just cant get to because of the emotional weight attched.
> How do I do it? How do I be more free with myself?