Posted by Andy on July 05, 1999 at 14:57:30:
...........:)
I just want to be able to move on, put the enneagram behind me.
I realise I am addicted with the enneagram, as with other things I am trying
to stop.
To you Deadringa, that are an 7w8 and ENTP (?) I want to say,
move on.
I had learning problems to...My problem was that I could not sit still,
and do a task for many minutes at a time.
I suddenly remember this nasty thing I did very young, I was 9.
There was a new boy that came to the school, and when he was introduced in
class for the first time ,and was going to sit down on the chair next to me, I pulled away hi's chair
with the result of everyone laughting, he felling on the floor.
A nice introduction I guess, I did so mutch bad stuff later that year that
I was forced to eat outside, in the lunch for some mont's.
Again, move on...Forget the enneagram.
Another ENTP I am extremely closely related to also had problems,
with speeeeeeeeek-k-k-ing if you see what I mean.
I think that is a classical XNTP problem.
I seriosly wonder if anyone have still guessed my type.
My sin.......Sin........Sin.........ahhhhhhhh.......My hidden sin .....quuiiiiiaaaaaaaa....
The board of deadly sins........wohehhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaleeeeeelu......Saaaaaaaduuuuu-di-daaaaah.....la-laaaaaaaaaa.
Midaaaaaaaaaaaaa-giiiiiii-iinnnnnntraaaaaaanooooooooodiiiiiiiiidaaaaaaaaaaaa.
I just saw a egyptian movie...........wooooooooooooooo-daaaaaaaaaaa-iiiikoooooooooo.
......:)
I seriosly think Jan in the movieforum is the solution.
I am going to direct a strange movie and send to him to get a review
in his famous movie page. If he are into hardvibe homemade movies, but
I guess he are.
If some of you would like a free copy when it is finished please let me know !
I will try to sell it to some television companies.....
It's gonna be a new movie, so far, far away, into a quantum diometrical
spaceland, created in the head of the viewer.
I got so mutch tecnical stuff (all the pro tools) now that I MUST produce something, if not
I will totally ruin my self image. So far I have reluctant put myself to the test,
but sooner or later I must go right into it.
In a way I avoid failure with saying tomyself... ( I was not trying hard at all, but if
did I would do exeptional), but now I feel I must give myself into it 100%.
This is scaring because I have never put full energy into anything. So
I am fearing I would find out that I am not that great anyway !
Andy (that will be online from internet-cafe's around) .......very soon.
Let me stop the addiction. I guess you know how.
Expecially you Gigi !
again andy must also tell you how great he think he is.i am sorry.
all he says is to fool you into admiring him.he got a huge need for
make you think he is great.
that is how he is, but he got a heart.but he got a empty hole inside himself.
all he does is to fill up this hole and cover it up with a lot
of action.