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Posted by Cecilia on September 22, 1999 at 20:52:14:

In Reply to: DEECEE posted by Cecil on September 22, 1999 at 19:56:24:

No, I may have to leave tonight instead at 10:00. I don't know yet if I have a place to slepp anymore for tonight. I find out when I get there. They may or may not let me stay for the night.
Cecil

> > > I was browsing through the Enneagram sites, and hoped this would be a forum for Enneagram discussion, but it seems to be more like a self help group, could someone explain this place?

> > SOMETIMES THE WHEELS COME OFF THE TRACKS...

> yes, tracks, and bus routes. DEECEE, I'm about to hop the bus back out west, I quit my job so I can leave the one I fell in love with alone, because I made too many demnds on him and so now I must go back out west so he can see that I don't 'need' him to live. I never have. I spent 30 years of my life, alone and single, never have, never will, but now the fact is that I've reached a point in my life where I prefer to from now on, becuase it got too lonely for only talking about 20 minutes in a whole decade span out loud to other people in my life.
> I finally realized after all this time how empty my love was, until him. I want to love someone (him).
> So, before I go tonight, I'm staying tommorrow, but The bus leaves tommorrow evening, I can't stay here without working and since I quit my job, I will have to leave the shelter as well, so the bus will be where I sleep next. What do you think, should we meet? I want to meet him very much, but don't want to bother him. What should we do? Meet? (I wish we could.) I buy the tickets one hour before I board (8:00 pm bus I'm taking tommorrow).
> Cecil

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> No, I may have to leave tonight instead at 10:00. I don't know yet if I have a place to slepp anymore for tonight. I find out when I get there. They may or may not let me stay for the night. > Cecil > > > > > I was browsing through the Enneagram sites, and hoped this would be a forum for Enneagram discussion, but it seems to be more like a self help group, could someone explain this place? > > > SOMETIMES THE WHEELS COME OFF THE TRACKS... > > yes, tracks, and bus routes. DEECEE, I'm about to hop the bus back out west, I quit my job so I can leave the one I fell in love with alone, because I made too many demnds on him and so now I must go back out west so he can see that I don't 'need' him to live. I never have. I spent 30 years of my life, alone and single, never have, never will, but now the fact is that I've reached a point in my life where I prefer to from now on, becuase it got too lonely for only talking about 20 minutes in a whole decade span out loud to other people in my life. > > I finally realized after all this time how empty my love was, until him. I want to love someone (him). > > So, before I go tonight, I'm staying tommorrow, but The bus leaves tommorrow evening, I can't stay here without working and since I quit my job, I will have to leave the shelter as well, so the bus will be where I sleep next. What do you think, should we meet? I want to meet him very much, but don't want to bother him. What should we do? Meet? (I wish we could.) I buy the tickets one hour before I board (8:00 pm bus I'm taking tommorrow). > > Cecil

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